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Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Last blogged @ 6:43 PM The way they talk, how well they can maintain an eye contact with me, and most importantly, the fragrance they are using. Delicious smelling people get me hooked real bad. :D
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Last blogged @ 3:22 AM  " When you're struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it's just as hard as what you're going through." -Nicholas Spark A lot of changes have been taking place in my life right now. And honestly, I am still trying to acclimate to it. He have been such a constant in my life and now that he's gone, I just can't seem to find a reason to live. Moronic, I know. But this is really what I feel. No one. No one can ever understand the current situation I am in. I just hate how my life is like after my change in status. You know we can never stop people's mouth from rara-ing stuffs bout you. Whatever it is, I suggest you people should just stop poking your nosy nose into my affairs. My parents brought me up well to know that people like you, should be ignored. Ignorance is bliss after all. I keep asking myself why. Why all this must be happening to me. But whenever I take a deep breath and just ponder on the past events, maybe this is for the best. Maybe something good might just come out of it. People say, sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more. I solely believe in the phrase above; Every individual have their own story. I'm contented that I have friends who stick by me through ups and downs, and affiliates who are concern enough to be telling me about all this. On a more convivial note, school's out in THREE WEEKS time. I wont be seeing ITE College East anymore after that. No more unwanted face(s) to be seen. I have my plans laid out in front of my eyes. What am I gonna do upon graduation. I have it all in line. Work for a few years after graduation. I'm gonna save up. And with all the dollars that I have earned, I will use it to further my studies in Australia, and start a whole new life there. Work there, build a family there. I'm getting all jittery just talking about this. I just can't wait. Its just a matter of time, and I'm already counting down the years. I have so much in store for my future. I just hope Allah grants me all the time to be able to chase after my dreams. But graduating means I won't be able to see him around. Oh well. xoxo, yumilyeanna
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:05 PM  She's the type of girl who responds to guys who smile at her because she wants to be friendly. She is the type of girl who stare hard at the board when she does not understand what the teacher is teaching. She is the type of girl who acts like a kid because she misses her childhood. She's the type of girl who love to stand out and not being typical. She is the type of girl who will scream her lungs off whenever she can't take it all. She is the type of girl who rather gets hurt by truths than lies. She is the type of girl who cry her sorrows away. She is the type of girl who cry herself to sleep whenever she's hurt. She is the type of girl who makes permanent decisions on temporary feelings. She is the type of girl who frown a lot when what she wants is not fulfilled. She is the type of girl who forgives, but never forget. She is the type of girl who aim high, but never able to achieve her goals. She is the type of girl with a heart so hard, as hard as rock. She is the type of girl who soften up to the person she loves. She is the type of girl who lies on bed, pondering on today's events every night before sleep. She is the type of girl who wishes for good things for people she loves. She is the type of girl who made the boy she loves her top priority( after family ). She is the type of girl who stay loyal to one guy when she learns how to love. She is the type of girl who would do anything for those whom she loves. She is the type of girl who hold on to memories even if it hurts. She is the type of girl I am.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Last blogged @ 3:04 AM  ; I MISS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THIS BOYS. Gatt, Khy, Arewis, KOBES, Essham, EPUL, Ahmad, BANI, MALEK, Muhsin, FIQ & Dan. Six years. Six long years of friendship. And I can't believe that I've ditched you guys for someone else. I miss you people a lot. I miss how we used to crap around. With you guys being my " everyday '" boyfriends. I miss how I used to share so much with you people. I miss how you people always doubt me when it comes to " settling down ". I miss the songs that you guys sing. I miss listening to Gatt&Essham strumming on the guitar. I miss Epul's lame antics. I miss Kobes's annoyingly adorable face. I miss calling Fiq " Wilbur". I miss Muhsin's stoned face. I miss Bani's blur face. I miss Khy's camera. I miss Ahmad eventhough he can be such a pain in the ass. Dan? I shall say I miss his company. I miss going to school with Dan. Malek? Oh well, I miss him the most. ): And so I heard. That they weren't happy with me. For ditching them, our friendship. I am truly sorry. Everything have changed huh? I feel like a stranger now whenever we meet up to hang out. Which is, very rare. Since I'm always not tuning up for them. I'm lagging so far behind in your lives. I wanna turn back time. To where we were before. Please? Pretty please? I want the old US. United as one. |
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